The spirit is willing, yet the flesh is weak

The spirit is willing, yet the flesh is weak.

Sports Day

Hehehehe. Yesterday was our sports day. I had to get up really early like 6:00AM because they would call the roll at 7:00.

I Don't Care Whether It's Next to Impossible or Not

    I don't know why but I all of a sudden have lots of things to accomplish... I AM SOOOOOOOOOO BUSY!!!! after my friend Ray left...hahahahaha Ray is my friend who's now doing the millitary service at

My Favorite German Song

German Version

These days

    Yeah, one-way traffic....     THIS IS ENTIRELY NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS, so many people told me so. Well, I gradually get used to this kinda life..eventhough sometimes I still feel bad or guilty (?) about something none of my business. I don't have to be responsible for everyone huh? I don't know when I have this kinda problem, but I'm really afraid of loneliness now. I used to have lots of friends in the past, yet when I grew up and got more muture, I found there're too many disguised people around me. Very soon I became cynical till today. I dare even not to make friends with those people who I don't know much. I have to study a person deeply so that I can be frends with him. I always worry that maybe it's because of me that somebody loses his faith to God. Thanks to Lord, he uses words in Bible to tell me that he will personally find the lost sheep and we don't even have to worry about it otherwise meaning we don't have enough faith to God either.

    Anyway, I have to look foward and find other things and people to fill with my life. Sometimes I feel helpless, not knowing what other things and where other people are. During the weekends, there seemed to be someting lost. When I walk, eat, use computer, listen to music, do homework, watch TV, read Bible, or even sleep, I always feel something wrong lately. I try and want to figure out what I should do but didn't do. I want to know what on earth are wrong. I thought I've been well-adjusted to my new life; however, I still cannot control over my emotions sometimes. Mixed emotions are dangerous, since they may affect every single thing of my daily life. Actually I've set my self a goal, yet I cannot really focus on it so far. The only thing I could do is to put every difficulty of mine in front of Lord and ask for his healing. As what Sharri told me, time cannot heal everything, but God can. I have to keep praying and praying and praying. I have to make my own life good so that I could care about others' lives.

    Fortunately I still enjoy the courses I take here. I found I don't hate everything in school like I did before. Maybe it also counts a progress I made?

  

     Sighs, yesterday when I got home I turned on my TV and watch news as usual. I felt extremely sad because of the tsunami happened in Japan. I was sooooo shocked. How could an advanced country be destroyed in one day like that... How if that happend in Taiwan?

     My first thinking that flashed through my mind was that how many people died without knowing Jesus.....I feel bad cuz I cannot even help them. We should really be cautious, as we would never know when Jesus will come here again to judge people on the Earth. We have to think whether we're well-prepared for his coming, otherwise we would never have a chance to be with him in the Paradise in the future....

    Um... I don't know why, but I really want to go back to Kaohsiung now...

Leofoo Village

    I, the American twins, Cindy and a friend from my fellowship went to Leo-foo village on Saturday....The weather should be sunny yet it was not actually... At least it didn't rain...It's been a long while that I didn't go there. I remember the last time I got there was three years ago during the senior high school graduation trip. OH....I'm OLD !!!
    We met at Chungli trainstation around 10:30 then we had breakfast together, comtemplating on taking bus to Leofoo Village after that. However, we didn't even know where to take bus...then missed the bus.... As a result we hired a Taxi there....100$ each. I think it's not a bad deal cuz it only took 40 minutes there. We played weird game on Elizabeth's Ipod touch called Life (not sure)...and I seemed to lose lots of "free money".... We arrived at the amusement park around 12:30; therefore, we have to wait for 30 munutes to enter the park in order to spend less money. (It only costs 399 after 1:00pm) We chatted and took some pictures when we're waiting.....

Finally we're able to enter the amusement park. The first thing we took was a really really exciting thrill ride that I've never taken before.....and I was almost dead after taking it.........

Since there're not many people, besides me they took this one twice which is really crazy.....I'd never go to amusement park with Emily and Elizabeth....,as it's too ....DANGEROUS. I felt like vomitting till I went to my bed....We nearly took everything in the village except for something for kids... Oh no, we did took something for kids....which was Cindy's idea..... "Flying Horse".....extremely......fast.....

    Time flied, four hours pass so we left and took bus back to the trainstation.  We had dinner together at "吉野家" and met some "foreigners" smelling bad there ....well, fournately they're not Thais otherwise they must have got killed....lol.  Afterwards Emily suggested going to some pet stores so we went there... and recorded a stupid clip showing Emily's amazing ability to communicate with a stupid parrot........

故宮 - 夏卡爾生日快樂 with 盧皮皮



唷，這是盧皮皮，剛轉到龍華國中你還比我高 嘖嘖嘖 不出五六年我就贏了 嘖嘖嘖嘖

Bye Bye ! My Dear Friends

    Dear Ellen & Princess, I'm sooooo glad to meet you here. I believe it's God that brougt you here and it's God that put you guys in my life. In the past 6 months, I learned a lot from you. My English speaking made a great progress. I learned how to pray in English, I finally dared to share everything of my life even something deep in my heart with foreigners in English and I found my passion for music back........ I don't know how to show my gratitude and my love to you. Thank you for comforting me and sharing your thoguhts when I was in a plight. Thank you for encouraging me when I felt disappointed. Thank you for accompanying with me these days. Your sense of humor and your optimistic personality made me happy eventhough I had full schedule in school nearly everyday..  Also, thank you for inviting me to join the band to have that wonderful Xmas concert...Thank you for your laughter and your everything...
    May God bless both of you in the future no matter where you're serving. May everything you're gonna do be done in the end under God's help and guidence. May God keep filling you with his joy and power. Eventhough we're respectively in different places, we know we all belong to our God and we are family in him. We will get together someday right? no matter in Taiwan, America or even Sweden = )



SEE YOU SOON !